that's what the ghost of someone's dad might say

Today I woke up and had lunch with Steven and Julian at Cafe Siena. Then I went to the doctor.

I was bringing van 3 to Kendall to get it fixed, but its battery is all shitty. So we jumped it, using van 2, and I pulled out of the lot. As I turned off of 17th onto Agate, it died -- right in front of the fire station. So Grant and Ryan, both wearing DDS sweatshirts (which we got today), pushed the van a block down to jump it AGAIN with van 2 and bring it back to the lot. Then Ryan and I drove down to Kendall for no reason. It was silly.

Ben will not be in Eugene for at least another six months, with all of this DUI stuff to take care of. It's so hard. Part of me wants to go move back there but Eugene has so much for me. It would be sort of ridiculous to drop everything to go hang out with him, especially since we're not dating right now. I mean, fuck, I don't know. It's so hard to think about.

Especially when I'm supposed to be writing a paper! But I'm not. I might start trying to find quotes. I can do that.

Listening to Why? makes me disappointed now cos my interview sucked. I suck, sometimes.