He fucked it up. He didn't want to be with me and he fucked it up. I wish he would just really tell me what he's thinking, why he did that. WHY THE FUCK DID HE DO THAT! Now he's not going to move here for another fucking year and I can't handle it without him. Every time he tells me he's going to he never does. It's been two years and he hasn't yet. He says he loves me, but he sure has a funny way of showing it.