auth start home -- in between yawns

Saturday:

Woke up at ten thirty after going to sleep at five. Nightmares about Ben dying. Sheila and Jimbo are already awake and eating melon. Sheila had changed, gone home, gotten her car. She says she couldn't sleep cos I was snoring. She was joking, I took it seriously and got upset. They left. I met up with Kelsh and went to Humble Bagel with him. Then we walked around and talked. It was so awesome, he is such a genuine individual. He is going back to Hong Kong for the summer (something I've never done) and then to Spain for a year on study abroad (with Dan Mayer, actually). I went home after, watched The Office for a couple hours (great show, I'm bringing the DVD home so Mom and I can watch them), and then walked to campus (rec center) for the romance languages department commencement. It was cool! Sheila and Amanda graduated, as did Rose and Dustin from DU. I didn't talk to them, but it was cool that they were there. Went home, changed, dropped Jim off, and ate some food in the park with Sheila and her mom, Pam. I like her too. While we were at the park this crazy homeless guy drinking a 40 came over and bothered us sortof. I kindof abandoned Ziggy and her mom and called Ryan. It was good to talk to him. About 2 seconds after I got off the phone he called me back and asked me to be his date for South Eugene High School's graduation. So he picked me up, I put my dress back on, and we went to SEHS graduation at the Hult Center. It was pretty boring, but one of Ryan's youth group kids was graduating and he goes to all of their graduations, apparently. Cori texted me while I was there -- she found out that Libby was fucking McLane. Is fucking McLane. So terrible, I told her I'd call her when it was over. Once his kid's name was called (Andrew Whitmore) we left and went over to the Broadway Block Party. Nobody showed up, and by the time we got there the show was free! Which was cool, but it sucks that nobody came. Serves Mike right for being an asshole promoter. We watched two songs of Clap Your Hands Say Yeah and went back towards the Hult Center, where all of the graduates were outside. We found his kid and talked to the family for a while (super awkward). When we left, I was hungry so we went to Safeway. Who was there? Chris fucking Varian. I was so upset. I barely said anything to him. Ryan dropped me off at home, and I told him I'd meet up with him at this party on 24th and Kincaid (where his friends live). Cori came over soon after and we went out to dinner at Lucky Noodle (something I wanted to do the night before but Cori talked me out of, she thought it would be too busy with graduations and everything). We ended up getting there at 9h40, so we had a late dinner. Complained about our respective problems. Cori cried a couple times, and I don't blame her. What Libby did was pretty fucked up. She dropped me off at home and I waited a minute and walked over to 24th and Kincaid. It was kind of lame, but Ryan halfway through a fifth of rum was pretty entertaining. I left there with Danny after a little bit and he dropped me off at Amanda's, where I hung out with her, her brother Spike and Patrick for a minute. Amanda gave me a ride home shortly thereafter and I went back to 24th and Kincaid. Ryan was drunker, and the party was lamer. Ryan came with me to my house and "helped me pack" which really meant stood in my doorway drunkenly and make silly comments. Then I stayed up all night, drove to the airport, and flew back to California.

The trip was really fun, so much to write about. Another time.